felt hurt.

i'm hurt inside. the hurt broke into tears .

it took awhile to happen before the hurt hits me hard.
i had time to get a 100plus @ 7E.
this probably shows that my brain was still functioning.
was still able to predict the lost of water content to come in the later event.
i had time to make a few calls for hangouts which all failed.

i became lost. lost in the action, the feeling, the begining.
it set in and i had to find a place to hide away.
tears come rolling. a friend did try to comfort me over the sms.
even called to make sure. well emotion was down. i had no control and the tears to flowed.

sat there for over an hour. thought of not goin back.
wanted to sleep out even.
did brace myself up and get going back home.

what caused the hurt. were just those simple words of thy.
at times, it really makes no sense why i never learnt.
never learnt that going against one's will was never a good moved.

but after such along duration of unwillingness,
thee should also give in a little, to give room for accomodating the new .
staying unchange is never always a good thing.
going for a practice really is not that bad an event.

well may sound funny cos still feeling down and tired. eyes very blurred.