Stolen Right Under My Nose

Frustration build up last night..
I lost my "poster-printed" design bag..while it was place right next to me..
I never left my seat at all. Just quietly eating my porridge..and less then 15 mins duration..it went missing.

@ 2015 hour, I notice it was GONE!!!!!
Frantic yet calm enough still I made my way to the Police post while talking to Mark over the phone.

The only blessing was my wallet and mobile was on my lap while it happen. A split moment I decided to hand-held my stuff in-case someone gave me a call.

Made my police report...yet worry about burglary since my keys were in there with my mobile bill..sigh..Rushed home to wait for my bro to get back..Bobbi just barked frantically since i was at the door.

Finally got into the house..i change and went out to search...i feel so miserable..and tired..and angry..

Really needed to talked to someone..yet..no one was avail for me.
No one...
Nearly bust out crying.

Went home..feeling lost..and terrible..
Cilia finally returned my called after her reaching home...Then I was already drinking beer...Thats how sucky I felt..

Parents came home..and another row of frustration builded up..


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Absolute Party..Oooh

Once again, invited by the invitee..hahaa.
Went to eM @ Gallery Hotel for the Absolute Party (Launch Part for Absolute Mango)

Oooh..guest flow in late..but steadily. Since free flow of Mango Mojito & Martini are readily available at all times..

We had some good moments..of snacks and drinks before slipping away from the crowd to grap some decent dinner.



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Shape Run & Safra Bay Run 2008

For Shape Run in Jul, I felt my body perform badly as mention in my earlier post.

BIB == 3718
Timing == 01:14:36.03
Placement @ 1436 (out of 4250 women in 10 KM)

One month later..I attempted the Safra Bay Run

For Safra Bay Run, I started off really very late. Think past 7.50 am since I woke late..was already running to the station and only manage to reach City Hall station at 7.30 am. But there were so much ppl still walking around and strolling. I just try to make out where is the baggage area and reverse my wrongly worn shorts ..(hahaha wore in a hurry n dark is never the best dressing up condition)

BIB == FN1310
Chechk-pt Time == 1:07:20
NetFinish == 01:19:45.45
GunFinish == 01:37:42.42
PLacement == 900
(out of 1200 women in 10KM Women's open - lots more in other category)

Despite the Net Finish time is not as good as I hoped for. But I felt good about it since i was coughing with lots of phlegm during the run..sigh..why always sick during such runs..Also my legs were aching from gym workout...But could felt I have better control of my body.

Of cos..this year the route plan was much easier compare to last year 12km Bay Run.


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Money Not Enough 2

this movie..the beginning was nothing much
but the build-up in the plot goes a long long way.
I think these actors have matured in their own style..with so much localized flavors in them, even to moving to the overseas..Others would know how Singapore is like.

But what touches my heart was the granny, She reminds me of my own. I teared terribly.
Just how crudely people have become when the matter boils down to their old parents.
The amount of love, care, time, sacrificed given unconditionally to nurture them into adults. Yet at the brim of death, children often forsake their own parents in the most unbearable realistic situations.

To known deep that, these scenes happen to me, in my family before..I was hard broken with remorse for what my parents & uncles did.

Before my grandpa past away, he said something that marks in me still "Having a son to nurture, yet not having one to comfort me on my last journey"..these words are so hash and cruel, yet saddening with lost.

Will my generation of adults repeats such actions again? Knowing that my parents' generation did have issues that are not manageable then, what about them taking up the new role as seniors citizens? I do not wish to forsake them even when I do have my own family.

Once should be enough to feel the pain & scar


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Oktoberfest

Is really giving me the pain and anger..
so so so difficult to get them to decide on attendance.
If is so..maybe should not hastily agreed in the first place.
I just want to go with a bigger group and have fun together with the masses.
Not much to asked despite a costly price to pay.


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Power Packed weekend..

It has been awhile filling up myself with so much activities..
Finally decided that I miss dancing alot, and last friday work was able to cut some slack off me..so there i went.
After my long meeting out at Plaza Sing (not the usual in ofc..hahaa) met Hammy up n shopping @ citylink mall.
Prior to that, gave my Company's convention a skip since late already..n they did finish earlier than expected.

It was a bagful of returns for Hammy..she purchased quite a number of pieces..
After that..headed to the dance floor...and for the night..i over danced..and stretch my lower abs muscle due to an unexpected dip..finished my night in bed @ nearly 5 am after light supper .

Yet the next day was also fun filled...GYM @ 10 am...sweet PT woke me up..but gave up since i sleepily told him i injured..but was just a stretched that hurts badly.. yet..the wake up call..disable my sleep mode.
So i dragged myself down to the gym..n did half the training and abit more cardio.

Hit the steam room to cook myself and catch some nap..only felt more pain in my lower abs when getting up.
Oh well, took time to dress -up for the movie with salsa bunnys @ Plaza Sing.."Money Not Enough 2".

Next was to meet up with Eric & Viola for dinner at ToaPayoh..haha..Food was good..the company was better. But being very tired out..and in pain ...food was not eaten to full enjoyment. Yet all the laughter filled me up.

We splited into 2 groups to head to 2 different location to dance..Eric leaded the Union grp and I leaded the Jitterbugs grp. Jitterbugs was having salsa party..so going there for some experience of the studio and crowd.
Had a few good dances..till 11 plus..we head off to union to meet the rest..and I danced till 2 am..WooHoo..another swelling good time with a few new & known dance partners..was very enjoyable.

All these done..despite the pain..




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Reading..

Wow..it has been long since i last really read a novel..
But the book Joey loan to be was really good..

Simply can't keep my hands off it. I finished reading it in few days.
Normally it would take WEEKS. The writing is vivid and colourful.

Book Title : The Kite Runner, by Afghanistan writer.
Ending the book, also resulted in tired eyes..sigh..
Back to work..tired..

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August

Oh well..always felt August is a pack month.
Filled with birthdays.
This time round, filled with activities like trips, gathering, workouts.
OMG..i'm afraid to burn out..hahaha

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my first..

Sigh..is so tough..yet the items I did looks so damn simple..
My 1st gym..workout..really tough
I wish i strive on..

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TOTO..ahh..

Went and join the queue for the 8million jackpot.
Since the opening was 8 Aug 2008, which is Beijing Olympic 2008's opening.
And also my Joey's bday celebration and following National Day..
Also also..huhu 1st time msn me..hahaha..

So much activities happened, happening, going to happen...why not just buy buy ..hahaa



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Summer Dazzle..on Bintan's Beach

Last weekend, after long long long LOONGG postpone, the Bintan trip was executed!!!
A trip wtih Ling & Rachel..nearly wanted to give it a skip..sigh..

Still..glad I didn't, WoooHoo..the trip just switched me on.
Great view, weather, beach, sea, and night twinkling stars..

The trip was too short-span..Rach & I felt the time should be longer..to enjoy the beach even more...Maybe 1 day..I will just bag-pack and go there to camp by the beach the next time..haha..

Below are the pictures of some of the few great shots Ling had captured.

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Missed Dancing

For so many other reasons, I had not been dancing for some time.
Should say not as frequent or at least for my regular friends, I have yet to appear at the right time and meet up. Hence some might have not seen me in nearly a month.

Maybe is the hair, work, mood, outbreaks, tiredness, colds, feeling distance and lastly unwanted emotional stress. All added up for me to avoid the dance floor.

The occasional revisits during this period also constitute alot of uneasy.
To some point, I wonder when i will get the balance back from dancing..sigh!


-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

Awkward Filling

dumpling, often have the choice of fillings.
dumpling is a product of container (the warp) & the stuffing.

human, is similarly made the same way.
the structure of human as the container, the emotion & knowledge as the stuffing.

now..within me..the 'stuffing' is all wrong..
response received after many efforts given are negative..
silence did not made any awkwardness go away..
avoidance did not made any progress but generated more isolation..

how can break loose from all these..
should the care stop ?
should the distance increase ?
should the pursue of hobby stop too?



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