materialised

ride the waves, dive into the swirl.
giddy it sure was, but it materialised what was asked for.

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

Manifestation

on the ride, there are so much uphill and downhill.
but when downhill is going at great velocity, its no longer the thrill one desires.

Manifestation Takes Place.

space feels absorbing, and crowd feels judgmental.
reflection becomes distorted, and the mind wonders into fear.
kind words might even fall on deaf ears, emotion going out of control

what a turmoil within.
a state of self destruction in play or a play of self destruction.

Overbearing ??

PS : This is just a little more than what you have compromise, isn't it?

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

Suppress

Bad week, feels like a running tap.
It has become a daily action-task.
The output can be squirt or a gush.

Suppression is truly an Art.
How so when there is so much uncertainty.
Can uncertainty be Suppressed

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

Fragile

Amused by how fragile each individual walking past you are or at least once were. Like items on the shelves, stuck with orange labels that says "FRAGILE". But unlike item on the shelves, as humans we seems to forget that with a fellow human.


-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

drowning

i'm an average swimmer...
yet lately...i'm drowning.

in work, in thoughts, in changes, in emotion swirl, in pain..
could YOU help me swim ashore..
onto land, where i can feel safe and be assured once again.

i don't wish to surrender just like that,
yet is it a fight that I can't win?

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

steps without me

things has to happen step by step.
be it planned or not.
so much said...what truly holds??
very much wants to scream out loud...very very VERY LOUD.

if its steps without me...do highlight
no one wishes to walk in darkness
at least i deserves the light

i'm no less fragile albeit i don't show.

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

not real... little integrity

"dun get too involved ...
you know all these will sooner or later disappear into thin air..
whats not yours, is really not going to be..." she says to her

"love, betrayal, despair "

"wonder why you have not reached the despair stage..
very far from it?
always on your mind?
cos the constant recollection of moments?
what a long run you are on...for such a long time..."

turning away,
these are constantly shouted out loud in the head.
whats is slowing it from reaching the despair stage?
especially knowing its not real and maybe little integrity...

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-