This november seems unbearable rain befalling. Writing this, tears are just streaming like river across.
After 5 years, i feel tight in my chest when offered the change. A sense of misery and anger burst into tears. A wave of emotion dwell up the remaining of the day. Unable to dispense even with exercise. But with the awakening, things still feels as cold.
Next day, his birthday, after 8 years..is yet another tearful night I had to go through. Broken the ice we build up over the past months..giving our emotions the last stand trial. I don't know the answer to him is valid, but he seems prepared.
Such an awful day to start and end. I tried to avoid. Yet bond build in years, walls pushed yet fences around us.
Gave the final stand still to my time, his time and our time. I dunno is that a relieve for him, for me, for us. But for now, is fair and cleared to some degree.
Wonder is that the path to take on. What awaits for us, for him, for me now..
-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-
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