Thursday, January 28, 2010

taking the time

before going on...thank you for the call even though i sounded cold.
there was a need to be in control. i'm always glad to hear your voice.

it just struck....and here it goes...[reading in soft calm tone *wink* for the overdue mind]

"with time on hand why was it not spend together at all?"
lets rephrase as since not such a greedy, and totally understand a person needs space. "why some was not even allocated for, since it can be allocated and planned for others?" its others...is not just an individual and "planned" means advance. maybe giving too much, makes one wants more. angry, but anger feels cold,quiet and hollow. this feeling can really eat one up.

self questioning is a tormenting process, and waiting is all so painful.
lets be objective, its was never really about the meals.
hence status is not out to spike, more like a note on the awareness.


"talk is cheap" often muttered so wheres the actions.
"where your heart is, look where your mind goes", don't keep going round in circles.


pic fr doodle.

-= A liTTle Crazy worLd =-

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